You.

like I was trying to balance
on a see-saw
You- my smile and my tears,
balanced the contradiction
in me- or made it worse

the light and the dark
the white and the blue
the high and the low
You- my faith and my secret
in the brown eyes.

the snow i could never see
the fruits i could never pluck
the house- You said was mine,
is lost in the balance.

the balance- love or lust
hate- never-
pray- forever.